Posts tagged ‘Poetry’
the heart so cool
You don’t have to break it
pulverize it squeeze it flatten it
turn it into dust
spit it into the ocean
throw it hard into the air
You don’t have to take a hammer and bang bang bang it
until it’s bloody
unrecognizable or
unrecognizably bloody
You create all this noise because of what?
Broken promises?
You must be kidding me, boy.
That’s what you are:
A boy.
You trounce around like a wolfman
wishing you had something to sink
your teeth into but you don’t
get used to it
you can
get used to it
it’s not the end of the world
it’s not the end of anything
except this stupid silly dream
this idea you have in your head
this stupid thought that was planted like a seed
when you really were a boy
the one your TV cultivated for you each night
like a fool
I’ll spell it out for you, OK?
Put down the gun, drop the knife, unclench your fist first
so you can see
you don’t have to break it to believe
you don’t have to believe to break it
it doesn’t need you to get all pumped up or
beaten down;
it’s there
just there
for you
morning light
exhausted I peel out of bed
lather my face with stale shaving cream
cut away the stubble like weeds on my cheeks
climb into wrinkled black trousers and button-down shirt
sneeze and rub my eyes and curse
my autumn allergies
hear the neighbours downstairs bang and clang
as they ready themselves for work
and me climbing quietly back in bed
wrapped in my pink and blue duvet
the pattern worn through, the corners frayed
I don’t feel the joy of my existence
soft like a lover lying next to me
only the cacophony of the night
still rings in my tired ears
fallen angel
There was a time i cared
what others thought
still do
but less and less of me is left
to think
to care
to wonder what’s next
i’m just a bundle of desires
clinging on for dear life
only there’s nothing to hold on to
and i’m falling
there’s no one there to catch me
and no one gave me the instruction manual
for the wings
on my back
Grace note
Singing me into life
a string pulled tight
Your song isn’t mine
You are the bass to my treble clef
I cannot silence you
I will not silence you
You are the key
I lost when as a child
I fell into a false note
and couldn’t leap clear
You opened me
to another possibility
so loud so deep so inescapable
the earth shifts
when I walk on it
you opened the door
and I lept not knowing
the wings I bore weren’t open yet
you reached for me
your grip warm on the back of my neck
you held me safe
I did not fall
I could not fall
You towered like a waterfall
sprayed me with grace
and from the soil moist with your love
sprouted a new life
You gave birth to me and I
I was the answer
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